you're such a BOLONGY!
Distance only makes the heart grow old and tired.
Monday, August 16, 2010
in retrospect, at 12:12 AM
Hello world, I just came back from
lao-sai-ing immediately after typing "hello world". Anyway, today was productive so it's okay to come and blog. Once in a while wouldn't hurt. Oh I just checked and it seems like there's still this 25 of you coming almost everyday so thanks. Though I think like 5 are the contributors to the ad spam on my tagboard. Oh and I just checked further and a lot of them were Google Image hits, then I feel kinda dumb cause now I'm like talking to nobody. Things are a bit messy on the tagboard so I can't be bothered to reply. But anyway thanks Jeline and Adeline, and I'm not sure if Rina really exists or if she's an advertisement. Otherwise, send me a mail at chew.bolong.2009@vjc.sg and I'll get back to you on your problem. Oh yeah, I think I can completely abandon my hotmail account already cause everything I get from there is spam / bots and useless advertisements from UO etc.
Oh yeah, I've devised a new plan to cram one econs essay outline into every 2 period break from now on, so I won't have to spend anymore Saturdays doing econs the entire day. Speaking about that, yesterday (Saturday) was extremely unproductive I was in school from like 2pm to 11pm and I only did 3 econs essay outlines. Bloody hell. 1.5 hours of work took me 9 hours. Today was the most productive, 2 outlines and 10 chem MCQs in 4 hours. At least there's improvement.
And I can't be more
excited about this week. Watching YOG artistic gym with Su on Tuesday (though I crave a bit more for rhythmic gym) and then on Friday I'm going back to DHS to play volleyball in school. Relieve sec 4 times TTM, can't wait for these days! Don't worry I'll still be studying. I think I've reached a certain nirvana, the Internet just seems so... uninteresting now. And plus I'm taking it easy (v. little white hair! YIPEE) so yeah things are not too stressed up for me here. How are you guys doing!
Here to bid farewell!
Thursday, August 05, 2010
in retrospect, at 12:52 AM
Okay sorry I too lazy I not planning to take the photo of my panda bottle anymore.
A VP from some other school, Dennis Yeo came to VJC to talk together. It's been long since I've went to any form of motivational talk, they didn't care about us that much when we were in DHS IP and taking not important end-of-year exams in Year 4. Anyway, for anyone who isn't in VJC, there's this one huge take-away I got from the talk, amidst all the moonwalking bear videos, slides, encouragements, examples and more. [I'm quite surprised there's still 60 uniques yesterday, though it was 24 last Wednesday] But so yeah for you all reading this, here what it was. He took out $500, asked Eduardo and the rest of the PT if we were willing to sacrifice all "worldy pleasures" for the $500. Then, doubled it to $1000. Think about it, 4 weeks to Prelims, 13 or 14 weeks to A' levels. You would do it, right? I would've agreed to do it for $500. I think he didn't want to be like Adam Khoo so he didn't
really give out the money, but that really struck me. For this $1000 you're willing to give up all games and computer and study hard for the next few months, but yet for your future you're not? You succumb to temptation and give in, you take much more breaks than you need, you don't feel motivated enough to wreck your brains and figure out that integration question. But think about it, how much do you value your future? Less than a thousand dollars? Less than five hundred? I've never thought about it in this way, so I want to thank him for the enlightenment.
I've wanted to study religiously (literally) in the name of Buddha for a short period of time about a month ago, I gave up after a day or something. But now that things are all coming so close, and that I've just attended that talk, I think I can do it. I want to do it.
Oh and yes a last point: keep all distractions away. Down to taking your phone away from the table you're studying on, and also not listen to the music you think you need. From now on I'm only listening if I'm really feeling sleepy. Cause everytime I listen to the Killers I would start daydreaming about going for their concert and I'll shake my legs to the beat, do subtle headbanging (so people around me don't think I'm crazy) and lose focus. About headbanging - isn't it so weird that you've that huge impulse to headbang and enjoy your music, thinking it's cool to do cause the music's resonating in your head and you've
got to groove to it? You just don't notice how stupid you look to someone else who's plugged in to say... jazz or classical. Or others who aren't listening to anything.
I want my SPRING scholarship (and I think I can actually do decently well during the interview) so yeah all the best to me. Bye online social life. I will come back with full As! And study hard peepz don't come here anymore, take that 3 minutes and do a math sum instead, then you can stare at my blog all you want after A' levels alright! :)
Distance only makes the heart grow old and tired.
Monday, August 16, 2010
in retrospect, at 12:12 AM
Hello world, I just came back from
lao-sai-ing immediately after typing "hello world". Anyway, today was productive so it's okay to come and blog. Once in a while wouldn't hurt. Oh I just checked and it seems like there's still this 25 of you coming almost everyday so thanks. Though I think like 5 are the contributors to the ad spam on my tagboard. Oh and I just checked further and a lot of them were Google Image hits, then I feel kinda dumb cause now I'm like talking to nobody. Things are a bit messy on the tagboard so I can't be bothered to reply. But anyway thanks Jeline and Adeline, and I'm not sure if Rina really exists or if she's an advertisement. Otherwise, send me a mail at chew.bolong.2009@vjc.sg and I'll get back to you on your problem. Oh yeah, I think I can completely abandon my hotmail account already cause everything I get from there is spam / bots and useless advertisements from UO etc.
Oh yeah, I've devised a new plan to cram one econs essay outline into every 2 period break from now on, so I won't have to spend anymore Saturdays doing econs the entire day. Speaking about that, yesterday (Saturday) was extremely unproductive I was in school from like 2pm to 11pm and I only did 3 econs essay outlines. Bloody hell. 1.5 hours of work took me 9 hours. Today was the most productive, 2 outlines and 10 chem MCQs in 4 hours. At least there's improvement.
And I can't be more
excited about this week. Watching YOG artistic gym with Su on Tuesday (though I crave a bit more for rhythmic gym) and then on Friday I'm going back to DHS to play volleyball in school. Relieve sec 4 times TTM, can't wait for these days! Don't worry I'll still be studying. I think I've reached a certain nirvana, the Internet just seems so... uninteresting now. And plus I'm taking it easy (v. little white hair! YIPEE) so yeah things are not too stressed up for me here. How are you guys doing!
Here to bid farewell!
Thursday, August 05, 2010
in retrospect, at 12:52 AM
Okay sorry I too lazy I not planning to take the photo of my panda bottle anymore.
A VP from some other school, Dennis Yeo came to VJC to talk together. It's been long since I've went to any form of motivational talk, they didn't care about us that much when we were in DHS IP and taking not important end-of-year exams in Year 4. Anyway, for anyone who isn't in VJC, there's this one huge take-away I got from the talk, amidst all the moonwalking bear videos, slides, encouragements, examples and more. [I'm quite surprised there's still 60 uniques yesterday, though it was 24 last Wednesday] But so yeah for you all reading this, here what it was. He took out $500, asked Eduardo and the rest of the PT if we were willing to sacrifice all "worldy pleasures" for the $500. Then, doubled it to $1000. Think about it, 4 weeks to Prelims, 13 or 14 weeks to A' levels. You would do it, right? I would've agreed to do it for $500. I think he didn't want to be like Adam Khoo so he didn't
really give out the money, but that really struck me. For this $1000 you're willing to give up all games and computer and study hard for the next few months, but yet for your future you're not? You succumb to temptation and give in, you take much more breaks than you need, you don't feel motivated enough to wreck your brains and figure out that integration question. But think about it, how much do you value your future? Less than a thousand dollars? Less than five hundred? I've never thought about it in this way, so I want to thank him for the enlightenment.
I've wanted to study religiously (literally) in the name of Buddha for a short period of time about a month ago, I gave up after a day or something. But now that things are all coming so close, and that I've just attended that talk, I think I can do it. I want to do it.
Oh and yes a last point: keep all distractions away. Down to taking your phone away from the table you're studying on, and also not listen to the music you think you need. From now on I'm only listening if I'm really feeling sleepy. Cause everytime I listen to the Killers I would start daydreaming about going for their concert and I'll shake my legs to the beat, do subtle headbanging (so people around me don't think I'm crazy) and lose focus. About headbanging - isn't it so weird that you've that huge impulse to headbang and enjoy your music, thinking it's cool to do cause the music's resonating in your head and you've
got to groove to it? You just don't notice how stupid you look to someone else who's plugged in to say... jazz or classical. Or others who aren't listening to anything.
I want my SPRING scholarship (and I think I can actually do decently well during the interview) so yeah all the best to me. Bye online social life. I will come back with full As! And study hard peepz don't come here anymore, take that 3 minutes and do a math sum instead, then you can stare at my blog all you want after A' levels alright! :)
Before you read this,
This blog is not going to be about cheery encounters, sizzling gossips or interesting current affairs.
So if you're looking for any of the above three, do 'x' this page. That was a warning - before you waste your time here.
The author of this blog is pretty much a narcissist, and most of the posts here would be constantly lamenting about tiny things in his head which wouldn't concern you, nor the world.
Instead, the further he serves his two-years compulsory bond of being born a Singaporean son - National Service - the more tiresome and self-absorbed his posts will get.
The only intended audience for the blog is the author himself, and perhaps those who care enough.
Take this as a warning, so if you're looking for entertainment, this really isn't the right place. I've warned you...
P.S. I know this blog template's absolutely narcissistic.
More About Me
Chew Bolong, Singaporean. Would have to emphasize on that point at times cause you're not exactly the first one thinking that my name's PRC.
Oh, yes, my name's a Mandarin translation. Get on with life already.
I graduated from Dunman High School, then Victoria Junior College and I'm currently spending the next year and a half of my life (brainless), in National Service.
I have interests in designing and art [note: interest doesn't mean ability], (indie rock / folk) music, nature, long walks at night and making friends - sounds like a weird combination to say but those are things I associate myself to.
I'm an
ENTP but at times an introvert. I love deep conversations with people.
I'm always in a dilemma deciding whether or not to change this description about myself, so I've decided that additional details shall be listed under.
27 Random Facts you HAVE to know about me
1. I used to suffer from insomnia cause annoying tunes would be stuck in my head or I tend to think through every event that's happened in the day, so I wouldn't be able to fall asleep. But in NS that doesn't apply anymore, cause I'm always tired. Don't think that's a good thing.
2. I like long walks alone at night, because it gives me a good opportunity to reflect, let my mind wander into deep stuff and just immerse in nature and the surroundings. That's provided the place I'm at is quiet and green. Yeah that's parks, garden, and most of Serangoon. Unfortunately, since NS, my mind's been pretty empty most of the time.
3. I told myself that by 37 years old I must have a (big) house complete with a billard table, a home-theatre system, a cosy round table and 4 armchairs in a corner of my (huge) living room, a secret hideout with natural lighting to chill and read books, a tiny bartender corner, a walk-in wardrobe and a useable kitchen amongst all other things. But my definition of future success only encompasses one thing - happiness. Yeah, it's a cliche but there must be a reason why it's a cliche right?
4. I enjoy people-watching. Behavioral science. You can actually tell a lot from that.
5. A part of my body I hate the most? My calves for sure. If you're a consistent reader of my blog I'm sure you would have heard of it already. But yeah, I'm standing at merely 165+ but I'd rather have thinner calves than be taller.
6. I (secretly) detest the Secondary 1, 2 me cause I was way too childish and immature. Not that secretive anymore, but I could have better spent that 2 years doing something else rather than doing lame things and attracting attention. I don't exactly like to mention this cause it's unglamorous, so lucky you.
7. I'm extremely afraid of cats. Like as if you don't know that already.
8. I can't take plain white bread. Nor powder formulated (warm) milk. They really make me wanna puke, cause they've that gooey feeling and they get stuck between or under your teeth. Which is disgusting. That's probably one of the reasons why I'm so short. I didn't know fresh milk existed when I was young, so I didn't drink milk for around a decade.
9. I find people who have good fashion sense and natural leadership emanating from them incredibly sexy.
10. I like girls with slightly reddish long hair and colourful sun dresses.
11. I have an inevitably heavy breathing, and it always gets worse when I start to notice it. Instead, I just reminded myself of it and am having a hard time trying to regulate my breathing right now. Plus I only breathe through my mouth. Although I've a big nose, my nostrils are probably small cause I have a blocked nose 24/7. BUT somehow when I fall asleep my body will force myself to breathe through my nose. Which is the reason why I snore in lectures. It's not even a snore actually - just heavy breathing sounds. I know I sound defensive right now. But no. True story.
12. I think the first gush of air from the air-conditioning system of a car is extremely addictive and pleasant. I'm pretty surprised some of my friends thought so too.
13. Crocs look ugly, but they smell really awesome to me. That fresh smell of sweet rubber. Everytime I walk past a Crocs outlet my heart melts a bit. No one seems to agree with me on this though.
14. The standard pen I use is a Pilot G2 0.5 ballpoint, and I write with such force on paper that Mr Ken Leong once commented on my essay: "braille?". The problem's so severe I need to use a cardboard piece (or a stack of paper of at least 5 pieces) as padding whenever I'm writing on paper. I switched to Uniball 0.38s in JC2. I am now using the Uniball to sketch as well.
15. I'm fully equipped in the skills of martial arts: junior black belt in Taekwondo as well as 6 years of Wushu. But I haven't even so much as laid a punch or slap on anyone. Okay I think I've slapped my brother a couple of times but that doesn't count cause I don't use my full force on him. One day I'd really like to try and punch someone. See if he even feel it hurts.
16. I'm guilty of judging people by a first impression (or just a quick scan). Don't everyone do?
17. Though I do say that, I find that my first 'evaluation' of someone is always pretty accurate. If I don't like someone, after time others will find it the same too.
18. I really like to whine and complain. I've been trying to tone it down recently because I realised that I feel better after I let it all out, but yet it only spreads the gloominess to my friends. I'd hate it if my friends were always whiney too, so I'll tone it down. I'll try.
19. I don't know why but I'm much more expressive online. I spill out secrets more often. I blog about things I don't even tell my close friends. So yeah, do read more when you still have the chance to. :D I suppose I'll stop blogging once I'm off the "student" label. Once I enter the workforce, when things are really so much more political and shit.
20. I've a weird habit of munching off the circumference of my burgers before I savour the centre of it. Don't laugh.
21. I have slight lisps. I wouldn't exactly call it that really, cause I refuse to admit it as a flaw, but pronouncing things with "esses" usually results in my tongue sticking out between my teeth and what comes out really sounds more like a "th". Yes, you can mock me about it for all your eternity of a boring, insipid life because I've came to terms with it. Booyah.
22. I believe that if someone isn't vain, he/she probably doesn't look good either. So yeah, come join me in being vain.
23. I'm quite a perfectionist about my companion, love and relationships, so I don't date easily.
24. I'm a huge nature lover. I want to walk Singapore's city at night with my friends. I want to camp under the stars with my friends. I want to live in the mountains without civilization. With a close friend or alone. My future half would probably have to love nature as well. Not like hiking-nature or climbing-nature, but really just the nature all around you. Even in the city.
25. My friend once said that I like to "fix broken dolls" as a boyfriend. In some ways it sounds apt, cause I think that girls with... a bit of emotional damage are deep and... more exciting to be with. I sound like I've dated before, but no, I've always been single. Evergreen, if you play that 'traffic light' game in University. Don't be weirded-out by me please.
25(ii). So yeah, if you're someone (or you know someone) who likes nature, likes long walks at night, likes folk / indie music, slightly emo / reflective at times but friendly otherwise, call me.
26. I listen to folk, alternative rock and indie music. I hate it when the artists I like gets famous and extremely mainstream. And that's not just a childish thought. It's because I think there's this special bond shared between you and the artist (and his / her music), and when it gets mainstream, the bond you had gets shared with all the other millions of people in the world, and it's no longer special. Kinda like what you'd say with relationships.
27. Finally, I fancy a good laugh everyday. My friends have given me that, and that's why I love them so much.
Not your usual Bucket-list
Yes, in order of 'want'.
1. 1 month backpacking trip to Europe / cold climate areas with a close pal (or two). The less civilization the better.
2. Is wanting something illegal illegal in itself? Yes, drugs - at least once. LSD, to be exact.
3. Making (good) friends with someone insane. I mean, mental. But I don't want to make it sound derogatory. There's something strikingly beautiful about insanity, like experiencing another dimension of some sorts.
4. The Killers' concert.
5. A folk / acoustic concert - say Iron & Wine, Bombay Bicycle Club, Inch Chua or Zee Avi.
6. Camping under the stars in the city (Padang?) and listening to acoustic sounds.
7. Experience the Glastonbury / Lollapalooza / Woodstock / Coachella festivals.
8. Bungee-jumping.
9. Scuba-diving.
10. Going for a real Broadway production.
I know - I'm weird, right?
emails: chew.bolong.2009@vjc.sg (main) / bolong02@hotmail.com (dominated by junk mail)
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