Tear-jerker. Just what the fuck is wrong with Singapore?
I think I saw a ghost.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
in retrospect, at 8:14 PM
I was supposed to go for a morning run every weekend, so that by week 4 of SCS, I'll be able to get my IPPT Gold, with an extra $200 put into my account as well as a IPPT Gold badge to wear on my sleeve. Because I was arranged COS [Company Orderly Sergeant] duty tomorrow (on Sunday), I'll have to book in at 8am instead of 11pm. So that ruined my morning jog plan, and I just came back from a short night jog.
My fingers are still really on the edge (and shaky) as I'm typing this and beginning to share the story. I opted for my usual morning-jog route to the scenic hill at Potong Pasir, but halfway through I took a detour because of heavy-traffic on the road. I started the jog into the forest beside the Bartley road cemetery, at around 7.15pm, with the evening sun still shining weakly. I discovered an amazing looking tree branch / forest log which formed a rainbow over the forest floor, almost Alice In Wonderland looking, vines creeping about and around the log, the rainbow-shaped log forming a kind of aisle along with knee-length grass on either sides of the route with gravels. I thought to myself, I'm definitely bringing the camera along on one of my next jogs, to capture the scenery around the place, and well as the scenic hill which I've always loved.
I continued on my jog at medium pace, looking into the sky as I did a short mental planning of my jog, so I wouldn't be late for the meeting with Benjamin. A mental schedule also, to ensure that I get out of the woods before night-falls. I figured if I ran to the end of the forest (at the main road at Marist Stella) and make a U-turn back, everything should fall nicely into place. Halfway through the jog, I heard a shout from a man coming from the forest opening, through my earpieces and music. It was a quick shout from behind me and it stopped almost immediately after it started, so I figured he wasn't talking to me and carried on my jog.
I don't have a habit of wearing spectacles for jogging, but then as I jogged forward into the forest, I saw a figure of a woman standing in front of a tree beside the pavement. I didn't think much of it at first (and didn't have time to anyway) but before it registered into my mind, I got closer to the tree and saw the woman. Initially looking up into the tree, she turned as I jogged closer. She had the figure of a slightly plump man, broad shoulders and thick legs. Wearing a knee-length velvet purple dress, a red handbag hung around the elbow as well as a red pair of heels. It was only when she turned to look at me did I understand what I saw. A face closely resembling a man, heavily made-up with blushing cheeks and bright-red lipstick. I saw the face, turning towards me as I approached, with a frozen wide-smile and an unchanging face.
Once it registered in my head, I bore the words of my mother in my head - repeatedly reciting the Buddhist scripture, running forward and never looked back. It was then that I realised the night was falling very quickly, and that the Marist Stella end of the forest had tall fences blocking it from the main-road. Running back towards the opening was definitely out of the question. I sprinted through the tall-grass and uneven terrain out of the forest, towards the nearest opening of light I could see. I carefully sprinted out of the forest, avoiding holes on the ground and the many tree roots coming out of the ground because tripping in the forest has always been the next encounter by the protagonist in horror stories.
I'm safely back at home now, but goosebumps still fill my entire body. Every inch of it. Till now I still wouldn't be able to tell if what or who I saw was really a ghost, but the feeling was as close as it could be.
A post I forgot to post on the 5th.
in retrospect, at 6:13 PM
Had a midnight jog today cause I thought it's been long since I had some alone time to think about stuff and really just enjoy the nature around me. My Tekong cough-virus is probably at it's third stage of evolution now because of my laziness to do anything solid about it for the past nine weeks. I felt stitches ten minutes into the slow jog, then (relatively bad) chest pains another ten minutes later. Fuck, I better drink my cough syrup obediently this time.
Anyway so the late night run prevented me from taking my normal route (beside the cemetery), especially with all those Tekong ghost stories still in my mind. But hey instead I discovered another wonderful place - Bishan Park. Not sure if I'm slow on this, but most of you probably don't know about it yet - all east people huh. A large half of it is still undergoing development, but for what I can currently see, it's definitely worth a trip down. It's extremely naturous, for all nature lovers to take note. There are streams winding all around the park (not yet filled though) which leads to pools of water in the centre of the park. Very modern / zen type of park design concepts, wood-based suntanning (or probably just relaxation) beds for couples scattered with a calculated distance between them and also a typical couple's bridge. As I carried on with the run, I saw more amazing things. They've built a nature-themed wellness centre, a garden cafe and bar, a skating rink and probably a few other small things centred at the park. The park's bloody huge anyway. And the bar! Bloody nice nature-themed, I also saw this sign which says there are live band performances, so fuck I'm definitely giving it a go! Also, this particular board mentioned that they are planning to stream Kallang river's water into this park. Honestly my geography of the island isn't great so I can't tell if it will work out, I might have misinterpreted the board, but it sounds pretty cool. If you ignore the fact that Kallang's water isn't very sightly most of the time, of course.
If you've run out of places in your head to go with your girl / guy, I urge you to go to Bishan Park before the crowd sets in, cause the park's real quiet (at least tonight) so you could do all the sleazy making out in the public, minus the weird stares. Thrill + nature-environment = good fun. No, don't judge me. Mark my words. Mark my words. [purposeful repetition] Give it half a year, it's going to become as crowded as Esplanade rooftop. The crowd might not be as cool though, given that we're all heartlanders pretty much just hanging out / dating downstairs from our houses.
I hope I wouldn't be late for Sentosa tomorrow. Quite a lucky coincidence though, both my platoon meetup and volleyball date with the Dunmanians falling on the same day at the same place. Great way to make full use of my block-week day. It's kind of evil and pang-sehish though I admit. But then I hope you forgive me when you realize that I've only got a mere three days in Singapore for my life before I go back to the two-year commitment of NS, cause I'll be going on a family trip to West Malaysia from Wednesday night to Sunday morning. Can't wait for the trip though, like a short escape out of town.
POP LO!
Sunday, July 03, 2011
in retrospect, at 11:06 PM
I remember a couple of posts ago, I was ranting on and on about how late Raven books-out, how early we book-in, how tough was our training and for a swift second there, I almost hated Raven. I remember saying that I miss all of my life and freedom I've previously had, I look back at every single activity I've participated in or things I've done and never had I looked back with negative emotions. I hoped being in Raven in BMT wouldn't be an exception.
So these nine weeks are more or less concluded with our POP after a 24-km route march across the whole of East Coast and finally through the Gardens at the Bay and into Marina Bay. The "stairway to hell" was no kick at all for all of us tough platoon 4 mates who climb five storeys everyday, whether it's with our duffel bags or field packs or PT-kit. Our last two weeks were honestly one of the best BMT experiences recruits could have, or at least I say so with my observations. The first seven weeks of high-key events saw a company with extremely low morale, tortured and shouted at, but everything changes with Games Day. Games Day was the start of everything great, after we won, our morale shot up from the bottom of BMTC to possibly the top.
I'll never forget that moment after lunch on one fine day, when the four platoons of Raven COY marched in a long chain of platoon level back to COY line, singing "We Are the Champions", doing the perfect hentak kaki and "Count By The..." cheer, executing the perfect ke kiri pusing with a single, loud bang, then hearing Pegasus uncontrollably let out an awe amongst all the sarcastic cheering when they heard it. All of us Raven recruits holding it there before the senang diri, beaming with pride at our success and our morale.
Think I'll miss my section cause they've been a real bunch of friends to me during this period. Next time I'll look back and think about all the fun we've had in the many weeks, gathered around the table and having chats, singing along to songs blasted out of speakers, suaning Chidam's ass-crack and Desmond (and my) height and so many others. I'll never forget that I'm a Raven recruit.
It's great that I got to see so many people at the parade though I missed photo opportunities with so many cause I was busy running around looking for people I wanna take photos with. Special thanks to my family and Alisa and Wenxin who specially came to support! And then I gotta thank my brother for all the beautiful pictures. I'm such a douche I forgot it was his birthday on Saturday. =x
Tear-jerker. Just what the fuck is wrong with Singapore?
I think I saw a ghost.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
in retrospect, at 8:14 PM
I was supposed to go for a morning run every weekend, so that by week 4 of SCS, I'll be able to get my IPPT Gold, with an extra $200 put into my account as well as a IPPT Gold badge to wear on my sleeve. Because I was arranged COS [Company Orderly Sergeant] duty tomorrow (on Sunday), I'll have to book in at 8am instead of 11pm. So that ruined my morning jog plan, and I just came back from a short night jog.
My fingers are still really on the edge (and shaky) as I'm typing this and beginning to share the story. I opted for my usual morning-jog route to the scenic hill at Potong Pasir, but halfway through I took a detour because of heavy-traffic on the road. I started the jog into the forest beside the Bartley road cemetery, at around 7.15pm, with the evening sun still shining weakly. I discovered an amazing looking tree branch / forest log which formed a rainbow over the forest floor, almost Alice In Wonderland looking, vines creeping about and around the log, the rainbow-shaped log forming a kind of aisle along with knee-length grass on either sides of the route with gravels. I thought to myself, I'm definitely bringing the camera along on one of my next jogs, to capture the scenery around the place, and well as the scenic hill which I've always loved.
I continued on my jog at medium pace, looking into the sky as I did a short mental planning of my jog, so I wouldn't be late for the meeting with Benjamin. A mental schedule also, to ensure that I get out of the woods before night-falls. I figured if I ran to the end of the forest (at the main road at Marist Stella) and make a U-turn back, everything should fall nicely into place. Halfway through the jog, I heard a shout from a man coming from the forest opening, through my earpieces and music. It was a quick shout from behind me and it stopped almost immediately after it started, so I figured he wasn't talking to me and carried on my jog.
I don't have a habit of wearing spectacles for jogging, but then as I jogged forward into the forest, I saw a figure of a woman standing in front of a tree beside the pavement. I didn't think much of it at first (and didn't have time to anyway) but before it registered into my mind, I got closer to the tree and saw the woman. Initially looking up into the tree, she turned as I jogged closer. She had the figure of a slightly plump man, broad shoulders and thick legs. Wearing a knee-length velvet purple dress, a red handbag hung around the elbow as well as a red pair of heels. It was only when she turned to look at me did I understand what I saw. A face closely resembling a man, heavily made-up with blushing cheeks and bright-red lipstick. I saw the face, turning towards me as I approached, with a frozen wide-smile and an unchanging face.
Once it registered in my head, I bore the words of my mother in my head - repeatedly reciting the Buddhist scripture, running forward and never looked back. It was then that I realised the night was falling very quickly, and that the Marist Stella end of the forest had tall fences blocking it from the main-road. Running back towards the opening was definitely out of the question. I sprinted through the tall-grass and uneven terrain out of the forest, towards the nearest opening of light I could see. I carefully sprinted out of the forest, avoiding holes on the ground and the many tree roots coming out of the ground because tripping in the forest has always been the next encounter by the protagonist in horror stories.
I'm safely back at home now, but goosebumps still fill my entire body. Every inch of it. Till now I still wouldn't be able to tell if what or who I saw was really a ghost, but the feeling was as close as it could be.
A post I forgot to post on the 5th.
in retrospect, at 6:13 PM
Had a midnight jog today cause I thought it's been long since I had some alone time to think about stuff and really just enjoy the nature around me. My Tekong cough-virus is probably at it's third stage of evolution now because of my laziness to do anything solid about it for the past nine weeks. I felt stitches ten minutes into the slow jog, then (relatively bad) chest pains another ten minutes later. Fuck, I better drink my cough syrup obediently this time.
Anyway so the late night run prevented me from taking my normal route (beside the cemetery), especially with all those Tekong ghost stories still in my mind. But hey instead I discovered another wonderful place - Bishan Park. Not sure if I'm slow on this, but most of you probably don't know about it yet - all east people huh. A large half of it is still undergoing development, but for what I can currently see, it's definitely worth a trip down. It's extremely naturous, for all nature lovers to take note. There are streams winding all around the park (not yet filled though) which leads to pools of water in the centre of the park. Very modern / zen type of park design concepts, wood-based suntanning (or probably just relaxation) beds for couples scattered with a calculated distance between them and also a typical couple's bridge. As I carried on with the run, I saw more amazing things. They've built a nature-themed wellness centre, a garden cafe and bar, a skating rink and probably a few other small things centred at the park. The park's bloody huge anyway. And the bar! Bloody nice nature-themed, I also saw this sign which says there are live band performances, so fuck I'm definitely giving it a go! Also, this particular board mentioned that they are planning to stream Kallang river's water into this park. Honestly my geography of the island isn't great so I can't tell if it will work out, I might have misinterpreted the board, but it sounds pretty cool. If you ignore the fact that Kallang's water isn't very sightly most of the time, of course.
If you've run out of places in your head to go with your girl / guy, I urge you to go to Bishan Park before the crowd sets in, cause the park's real quiet (at least tonight) so you could do all the sleazy making out in the public, minus the weird stares. Thrill + nature-environment = good fun. No, don't judge me. Mark my words. Mark my words. [purposeful repetition] Give it half a year, it's going to become as crowded as Esplanade rooftop. The crowd might not be as cool though, given that we're all heartlanders pretty much just hanging out / dating downstairs from our houses.
I hope I wouldn't be late for Sentosa tomorrow. Quite a lucky coincidence though, both my platoon meetup and volleyball date with the Dunmanians falling on the same day at the same place. Great way to make full use of my block-week day. It's kind of evil and pang-sehish though I admit. But then I hope you forgive me when you realize that I've only got a mere three days in Singapore for my life before I go back to the two-year commitment of NS, cause I'll be going on a family trip to West Malaysia from Wednesday night to Sunday morning. Can't wait for the trip though, like a short escape out of town.
POP LO!
Sunday, July 03, 2011
in retrospect, at 11:06 PM
I remember a couple of posts ago, I was ranting on and on about how late Raven books-out, how early we book-in, how tough was our training and for a swift second there, I almost hated Raven. I remember saying that I miss all of my life and freedom I've previously had, I look back at every single activity I've participated in or things I've done and never had I looked back with negative emotions. I hoped being in Raven in BMT wouldn't be an exception.
So these nine weeks are more or less concluded with our POP after a 24-km route march across the whole of East Coast and finally through the Gardens at the Bay and into Marina Bay. The "stairway to hell" was no kick at all for all of us tough platoon 4 mates who climb five storeys everyday, whether it's with our duffel bags or field packs or PT-kit. Our last two weeks were honestly one of the best BMT experiences recruits could have, or at least I say so with my observations. The first seven weeks of high-key events saw a company with extremely low morale, tortured and shouted at, but everything changes with Games Day. Games Day was the start of everything great, after we won, our morale shot up from the bottom of BMTC to possibly the top.
I'll never forget that moment after lunch on one fine day, when the four platoons of Raven COY marched in a long chain of platoon level back to COY line, singing "We Are the Champions", doing the perfect hentak kaki and "Count By The..." cheer, executing the perfect ke kiri pusing with a single, loud bang, then hearing Pegasus uncontrollably let out an awe amongst all the sarcastic cheering when they heard it. All of us Raven recruits holding it there before the senang diri, beaming with pride at our success and our morale.
Think I'll miss my section cause they've been a real bunch of friends to me during this period. Next time I'll look back and think about all the fun we've had in the many weeks, gathered around the table and having chats, singing along to songs blasted out of speakers, suaning Chidam's ass-crack and Desmond (and my) height and so many others. I'll never forget that I'm a Raven recruit.
It's great that I got to see so many people at the parade though I missed photo opportunities with so many cause I was busy running around looking for people I wanna take photos with. Special thanks to my family and Alisa and Wenxin who specially came to support! And then I gotta thank my brother for all the beautiful pictures. I'm such a douche I forgot it was his birthday on Saturday. =x
Before you read this,
This blog is not going to be about cheery encounters, sizzling gossips or interesting current affairs.
So if you're looking for any of the above three, do 'x' this page. That was a warning - before you waste your time here.
The author of this blog is pretty much a narcissist, and most of the posts here would be constantly lamenting about tiny things in his head which wouldn't concern you, nor the world.
Instead, the further he serves his two-years compulsory bond of being born a Singaporean son - National Service - the more tiresome and self-absorbed his posts will get.
The only intended audience for the blog is the author himself, and perhaps those who care enough.
Take this as a warning, so if you're looking for entertainment, this really isn't the right place. I've warned you...
P.S. I know this blog template's absolutely narcissistic.
More About Me
Chew Bolong, Singaporean. Would have to emphasize on that point at times cause you're not exactly the first one thinking that my name's PRC.
Oh, yes, my name's a Mandarin translation. Get on with life already.
I graduated from Dunman High School, then Victoria Junior College and I'm currently spending the next year and a half of my life (brainless), in National Service.
I have interests in designing and art [note: interest doesn't mean ability], (indie rock / folk) music, nature, long walks at night and making friends - sounds like a weird combination to say but those are things I associate myself to.
I'm an ENTP but at times an introvert. I love deep conversations with people.
I'm always in a dilemma deciding whether or not to change this description about myself, so I've decided that additional details shall be listed under.
27 Random Facts you HAVE to know about me
1. I used to suffer from insomnia cause annoying tunes would be stuck in my head or I tend to think through every event that's happened in the day, so I wouldn't be able to fall asleep. But in NS that doesn't apply anymore, cause I'm always tired. Don't think that's a good thing. 2. I like long walks alone at night, because it gives me a good opportunity to reflect, let my mind wander into deep stuff and just immerse in nature and the surroundings. That's provided the place I'm at is quiet and green. Yeah that's parks, garden, and most of Serangoon. Unfortunately, since NS, my mind's been pretty empty most of the time. 3. I told myself that by 37 years old I must have a (big) house complete with a billard table, a home-theatre system, a cosy round table and 4 armchairs in a corner of my (huge) living room, a secret hideout with natural lighting to chill and read books, a tiny bartender corner, a walk-in wardrobe and a useable kitchen amongst all other things. But my definition of future success only encompasses one thing - happiness. Yeah, it's a cliche but there must be a reason why it's a cliche right? 4. I enjoy people-watching. Behavioral science. You can actually tell a lot from that. 5. A part of my body I hate the most? My calves for sure. If you're a consistent reader of my blog I'm sure you would have heard of it already. But yeah, I'm standing at merely 165+ but I'd rather have thinner calves than be taller. 6. I (secretly) detest the Secondary 1, 2 me cause I was way too childish and immature. Not that secretive anymore, but I could have better spent that 2 years doing something else rather than doing lame things and attracting attention. I don't exactly like to mention this cause it's unglamorous, so lucky you. 7. I'm extremely afraid of cats. Like as if you don't know that already. 8. I can't take plain white bread. Nor powder formulated (warm) milk. They really make me wanna puke, cause they've that gooey feeling and they get stuck between or under your teeth. Which is disgusting. That's probably one of the reasons why I'm so short. I didn't know fresh milk existed when I was young, so I didn't drink milk for around a decade. 9. I find people who have good fashion sense and natural leadership emanating from them incredibly sexy. 10. I like girls with slightly reddish long hair and colourful sun dresses. 11. I have an inevitably heavy breathing, and it always gets worse when I start to notice it. Instead, I just reminded myself of it and am having a hard time trying to regulate my breathing right now. Plus I only breathe through my mouth. Although I've a big nose, my nostrils are probably small cause I have a blocked nose 24/7. BUT somehow when I fall asleep my body will force myself to breathe through my nose. Which is the reason why I snore in lectures. It's not even a snore actually - just heavy breathing sounds. I know I sound defensive right now. But no. True story. 12. I think the first gush of air from the air-conditioning system of a car is extremely addictive and pleasant. I'm pretty surprised some of my friends thought so too. 13. Crocs look ugly, but they smell really awesome to me. That fresh smell of sweet rubber. Everytime I walk past a Crocs outlet my heart melts a bit. No one seems to agree with me on this though. 14. The standard pen I use is a Pilot G2 0.5 ballpoint, and I write with such force on paper that Mr Ken Leong once commented on my essay: "braille?". The problem's so severe I need to use a cardboard piece (or a stack of paper of at least 5 pieces) as padding whenever I'm writing on paper. I switched to Uniball 0.38s in JC2. I am now using the Uniball to sketch as well. 15. I'm fully equipped in the skills of martial arts: junior black belt in Taekwondo as well as 6 years of Wushu. But I haven't even so much as laid a punch or slap on anyone. Okay I think I've slapped my brother a couple of times but that doesn't count cause I don't use my full force on him. One day I'd really like to try and punch someone. See if he even feel it hurts. 16. I'm guilty of judging people by a first impression (or just a quick scan). Don't everyone do? 17. Though I do say that, I find that my first 'evaluation' of someone is always pretty accurate. If I don't like someone, after time others will find it the same too. 18. I really like to whine and complain. I've been trying to tone it down recently because I realised that I feel better after I let it all out, but yet it only spreads the gloominess to my friends. I'd hate it if my friends were always whiney too, so I'll tone it down. I'll try. 19. I don't know why but I'm much more expressive online. I spill out secrets more often. I blog about things I don't even tell my close friends. So yeah, do read more when you still have the chance to. :D I suppose I'll stop blogging once I'm off the "student" label. Once I enter the workforce, when things are really so much more political and shit. 20. I've a weird habit of munching off the circumference of my burgers before I savour the centre of it. Don't laugh. 21. I have slight lisps. I wouldn't exactly call it that really, cause I refuse to admit it as a flaw, but pronouncing things with "esses" usually results in my tongue sticking out between my teeth and what comes out really sounds more like a "th". Yes, you can mock me about it for all your eternity of a boring, insipid life because I've came to terms with it. Booyah. 22. I believe that if someone isn't vain, he/she probably doesn't look good either. So yeah, come join me in being vain. 23. I'm quite a perfectionist about my companion, love and relationships, so I don't date easily. 24. I'm a huge nature lover. I want to walk Singapore's city at night with my friends. I want to camp under the stars with my friends. I want to live in the mountains without civilization. With a close friend or alone. My future half would probably have to love nature as well. Not like hiking-nature or climbing-nature, but really just the nature all around you. Even in the city. 25. My friend once said that I like to "fix broken dolls" as a boyfriend. In some ways it sounds apt, cause I think that girls with... a bit of emotional damage are deep and... more exciting to be with. I sound like I've dated before, but no, I've always been single. Evergreen, if you play that 'traffic light' game in University. Don't be weirded-out by me please. 25(ii). So yeah, if you're someone (or you know someone) who likes nature, likes long walks at night, likes folk / indie music, slightly emo / reflective at times but friendly otherwise, call me. 26. I listen to folk, alternative rock and indie music. I hate it when the artists I like gets famous and extremely mainstream. And that's not just a childish thought. It's because I think there's this special bond shared between you and the artist (and his / her music), and when it gets mainstream, the bond you had gets shared with all the other millions of people in the world, and it's no longer special. Kinda like what you'd say with relationships. 27. Finally, I fancy a good laugh everyday. My friends have given me that, and that's why I love them so much.
Not your usual Bucket-list
Yes, in order of 'want'. 1. 1 month backpacking trip to Europe / cold climate areas with a close pal (or two). The less civilization the better. 2. Is wanting something illegal illegal in itself? Yes, drugs - at least once. LSD, to be exact. 3. Making (good) friends with someone insane. I mean, mental. But I don't want to make it sound derogatory. There's something strikingly beautiful about insanity, like experiencing another dimension of some sorts. 4. The Killers' concert. 5. A folk / acoustic concert - say Iron & Wine, Bombay Bicycle Club, Inch Chua or Zee Avi. 6. Camping under the stars in the city (Padang?) and listening to acoustic sounds. 7. Experience the Glastonbury / Lollapalooza / Woodstock / Coachella festivals. 8. Bungee-jumping. 9. Scuba-diving. 10. Going for a real Broadway production.
I know - I'm weird, right?
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mobile phone: yeah you wish.
The Portfolio –collection of past designs / art attempts.
I posted most of the things I'm more proud of, but I apologise for anything which looks like shit to you.
I'm still learning, growing and trying out new things, so you'll see this collection grow in future.
Hope it serves as a remembrance of how much I've improved and learnt since I started delving around in amateur art and design.
blogskins
My blogskins.com account is now a completely abandoned ship. Below all the dust and rust collected, there lies a lot of preview issues
due to bandwidth limits, some out-dated coding, now-broken links and messed up resolution / alignment problems with new browsers.
These thumbnails are mainly listed here for preview purposes, but if in any chance you might wish to use any one of these skins, drop
me a message with your e-mail address stated and I will kindly re-host the images for you and do minor adjustments (dependent on my
mood at that specific time) to enhance the blogskin.